Some thoughts

Da se ona pita, sad biste ležali u mraku, smejali se uspomenama, pa biste dugo ćutali.. I negde između isprepletenih prstiju, provukle bi se i one dve reči koje bi sve popravile, ti bi se okrenuo prema njoj, privukao je sebi i poklonio joj najnežniji poljubac na svetu. Ali ne pita se.. Ti si se pitao, a sada se pita tvoj ponos, koji bira bol, ne nju. Izabrali ste daljine.

Confidence is being able to say ‘Fuck you, I’m the shit’ without opening your mouth, say it with your walk, with your smile, say it with your entire being.

At the end of the day, all we really have is ourselves. And nothing in the world can make you feel more alone than that.

You tried to change didn’t you?
closed your mouth more
tried to be softer
prettier
less volatile, less awake
but even when sleeping you could feel
him travelling away from you in his dreams
so what did you want to do love
split his head open?
you can’t make homes out of human beings
someone should have already told you that
and if he wants to leave
then let him leave
you are terrifying
and strange and beautiful
something not everyone knows how to love.

Ostace mnogo zaljubljene djece koja ce odrastajuci, postati razocarani ljudi. Odrastaju u pogrešnom vremenu, među pogrešnim ljudima, gdje je sve manje ljubavi a sve više interesa. Samo rijetki ce naci rijetke, a ostali ce biti prepušteni sudbini i cekanju.

And that’s the thing about people who mean everything they say. They think everyone else does too.

What I needed was a connection with someone. Someone real. I felt that need in the marrow of my bones, in my pancreas, in my kneecaps. I did not need an endless sea of flesh. What I needed was to be loved.

If you are depressed, you are living in the past. If you are anxious, you are living in the future. If you are at peace, you are living in the present.

We were meant to lose the people we love. How else would we know how important they are?

Because in the end you are really alone, whatever you do.

Gledam život koji je pun ravnodušnih lica - te gomile besmislenog, ničim neoplemenjenog mesa, što se hrani, ždere, pjeva i razmnožava, postajem li jedan od njih?

- Zasto onda treba da slušam svoje srce?
- Zato što nikad nećeš uspeti da ga ućutkaš. Čak i ako se budeš pravio da ga ne slušaš, ono će uvek biti u tvojim grudima, stalno ponavljajući šta misli o životu i o svetu.
- Čak i kad je sklono izdaji?
- Izdaja je udarac koji ne očekuješ. Ako dobro poznaješ svoje srce, onda to njemu nikad neće poći za rukom.Jer ćeš poznavati njegove snove i njegove želje i umećeš da se nosiš s njima.Niko nije uspeo da pobegne od svog srca. Zato je bolje slušati šta govori. Kako nikad ne bi došlo do udarca koji ne očekuješ.